I guess this is what it’s come to. Our lifespans limited. Here you go: you’re losing your energy. When you realize, you’re your worst enemy. Who will we run to?
There’s a difference from: I need you, I want you. There’s people in your life that’ll come through. It’s drive-by. They won’t stay long enough to matter. In your mind there’s a battle, and it constantly haunts you. Stay calm through it.
Came a long way from where I’m at now. A boy in a black cloud, but he never backed down. In my mind there’s a packed crowd, but open my eyes and see nothing but the background. Guess I blacked out. Memories are nothing but a trap house. Or a glass house.
Look around and see who I am from all directions. When the satellite fell,I guess we lost connection. Friendships ending: I guess we lost respect, then we moved on. But I stood there waiting. Maybe a glitch will fix what is breaking, and maybe you wouldn’t exit. But this is what I’m left with. Take the good with the bad: it’s all perspective.
When there trauma involved, it’s all mental health. No matter how good life is; how many wins that you pile up; how many friends that you round up. At the end you’re just left with your vices, and all the ghost in your devices, and who you played nice with. In the game of life you roll the dice, and hope they don’t swipe left.
Attention spans last as fast as, don’t blink twice. I’m trying to slow down, but my motorbike likes this. I fell down, but getting up’s where the light is. Another year. The wisdom is better here. 21 ways days of fasting, through magic I disappeared.